"Recognize the Suckage, and Change it"

Decision-making tends to linger, when you are unsure of life, and all of it's endeavors!  With certain events of wanting to move out, the possibilities of getting married with in the next 3-4 years, and graduating with in the next year; I have "recognized the suckage" of my life, and have now decided to "change it".

Thinking that moving out on my own and being independent, I thought to myself, this is a good opportunity to get my life on track, on my own.  I could possibly get an experience with living with other people; being that I've never lived more then a mile away from home on my own.  And who better to move out with than Jamie and Kana to share this experience this with.  Well ap-PARENT-ly, "I'm just going to be joining a Girls Club" if I do, and it's not a good idea.  But I shouldn't get married either, because I ap-PARENT-ly don't have enough experience in life.  My parents feel I should go on a mission; I will get more experience from that, and I would be engaged in a good cause.  I, sadly being the stubborn person that I am, have lost the desire to serve a mission at this point in my life, (especially after finding the one and only true LOVE of my LIFE) strongly feel me moving out will give experience, and as much as going on a mission will give me experience.  But of course I recognize that the two routes are two very different things.  So I have now decided that my life sucks...yet I am grateful, because I doesn't suck as much as others around the world, and I am bound to make a change.  But I'm too upset to make a good change right now, once if am in good spirits, I'll make a change.  Until next time...Karen doesn't know how to make everyone happy, so hasn't she figured out that she can't. LOL!!!  I LOVE MY LIFE!!!